back in writing..

its been almost a year since i posted something here.

been...busy..busy..busy...
sometime i feel its a lame excuse for missing any happenings.
but i promise myself that i will attend my frens' wedding no matter how busy i am.
(i already missed 2 good frens' wedding this year cause was out of town!)
sorry Jasri , Salhan....
truthfully ...i like to attend weddings...
its a fairytale made only for that day...that 1 special day...

just attended a high sch fren's wedding and her husband was my JC classmate.
a very memorable sunday indeed!
Congrats Zaid & Faridah!!

not only managed to catch up with Jasri & Fiza (mak ooi, cant believe u are a mother of 3 now!) but managed to meet my JC mates too!
Thanks Zaki for coming up to me for a chat!
Rizal...keep in touch!
also met my Tekong friend, Saiful Amri, amboi.... sejak dah jadi bapak nie, makin boyak eh kau??!!

and also made a new friendship with someone who i met Twice that Day! (jodoh la katakan kekkee..!!)

But most importantly, managed to meet my..ahem...Sofea after more than 2 weeks!!
terubat lah rindu tapi...ade lagi yg tak terubat tu.....faham2 la ye...

back to weddings...
for the record i've been booked everyweekend for weddings till the last sunday of December 2008! (penatz!!)
nie lah kalau jadi RBK, his presence is very much needed at weddings! kira penambah kan seri majlis lah ye...!!
sekarang pun dah kerja untuk Muis lah kan?...
Majlis Ugama Islam Singapura...alhamdulilah...

ok la... catch up again!!!

Kasih Mengapa

Ku terperangkap dalam kabus yang gelap
Tak dapat bayangkan diriku tanpa mu
Semakin hari ku semakin rindu
Hati yang terguris kini jadi sendu

Oh mengapa kasih kita berubah
Oh mengapa cinta kita diduga

Kini kusedar siapa diri ku ini
Bayanganmu ku sering termimpi-mimpi
Kata-kata mu memang manis dibibir
Usah buat ku sering terfikir-fikir

Oh mengapa cinta kita didusta
Oh mengapa kasih kita dilupa

Between Love and Pain..

"Loving the person we love most
is indeed the Hardest Love of All..."

cause

"To Love is to Welcome Pain"

Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday
when i first saw your face
You told how much you love me
And i say the same
but then i didnt know, what i knew today

want you hold me in your arms
to take the pain away
you thank me for what i've done
forgive all your mistakes
there's nothing i wouldn't do
to hear your voice again
Sometimes i wanna call you
But i know you cant be there

Oh, i'm sorry for loving you
for everything that i couldnt do
and i've hurt myself
by loving you

Some days i feel down inside
But i wont admit
Sometimes i just wanna hide
Cause it's you i miss
And its so hard to say goodbye
when it comes to this

would you help me to be strong
would you try to understand
Are you looking down upon me
Arent you proud of who i am
there's nothing i wouldnt do
to have just one more chance
to look into your eyes
to see you looking back

If i had just one more chance
I would tell you how much that i've missed you
Since you've been away
without you everyday
its so out of hand
trying hard to live again

Oh, I'm sorry for loving you
and for all the things you've told me
but i just couldnt do
and i've hurt myself
once again...

20.July.2007

To my soulmate,

Hari ini 20 July 2007, genaplah 20 bulan kita bersama
Indah..20.07.2007

Semoga berkekalan

Luving you always
although i know
you cant love me
as much as you want to

Also on 20.07.2007:

-Dayang's 26th birthday
-Dayang 2007 album was launched
-Zamil's 28th birthday

Seribu Tahun - Imran Ajmain

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