Hanya Kau yang Mampu - Aizat

A lovely song indeed.. it nailed on me when i heard it on air for the 1st time few months back
but only got to know the title of this song by my fren -Fiza O.

Ku cuba redakan relung hati
Bayangmu yang berlalu pergi
Terlukis di dalam kenangan
Bebas bermain di hatiku

Cerita tentang masa lalu
Cerita tentang kau dan aku
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Aku cinta ooohhhhhh
Aku cinta oooooooo
Aku cinta ooohhhhhh
Aku cinta oooooooo

Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
ooooo

circle or square

in response to a fren's poem

Be it curve or square in shape,
life's a full circle with full of maze,
in which we create,
and find for escapade.

Do not wait or act insane....
life gonna be at its ultimate speed;
believe in yourself and keep engaged....
cause an idle's mind is a devil's advocate

Unggas Rimba

Confirmed!

After much anticipation and discussion over the weekend,
23rd January 2009 will be the date!
I like the date 23rd!
Friday morning 11am, will be the solemnisation..

no ppl... not my wedding but im the wedding planner.
I've done the registration for them via ROMM website which had countless errors and spent 2 hrs getting the transaction thru'. haiz..

anyway, i've done the guest list and pending 1 more list fromn the bride's side. tmr nite meeting up with the wali to finalised some matters and had to cancel all prior appointments.

ppl, any contacts for wedding realted stuffs?...pls comment.
its less than 2 months away... HURRY!!!

Song in my head..

"Kini segala nya telah berubah..cintamu hanya memori indah
Ku ditinggalkan kesepian
Pilu hatiku..."....

"DI wajah curiga, dan nada resah,
Tiada berbeza, terima segala,
Tika terlafaz kata, saat kita berdua...
Dalam berbicara..."

entah knper lagu2 Misha plays in my head...
tgh siap2 nak masuk minang for my bro...
2 o'clock to be there...
berdebar...pun ader..

bukan takut aper, but hope both side can agree on easily...

Friendship Day

I declare today, 20 November shall be my official Friendship day.

WHY?
*Saja nak hibur2 kan hati! Boleh?

well..well...
Its a month of friendships for me.
Many friendships were reconciled.
New ones connected.
Current one gets re-invented.
For a better future n world peace i supposed.

I did a prose or what ever u can call it on Friendship an hour ago...enjoyzzz....

Antara Kenalan, Rakan & Sahabat

Kenalan
mungkin hanya berbual
mungkin hanya MSN
mungkin hanya e-mail
mungkin hanya sms

Rakan
pernah bersua
pernah menyapa
pernah ketawa
pernah bermesra

Sahabat
beri nasihat
beri hakikat
beri syariat
beri makrifat

back in writing..

its been almost a year since i posted something here.

been...busy..busy..busy...
sometime i feel its a lame excuse for missing any happenings.
but i promise myself that i will attend my frens' wedding no matter how busy i am.
(i already missed 2 good frens' wedding this year cause was out of town!)
sorry Jasri , Salhan....
truthfully ...i like to attend weddings...
its a fairytale made only for that day...that 1 special day...

just attended a high sch fren's wedding and her husband was my JC classmate.
a very memorable sunday indeed!
Congrats Zaid & Faridah!!

not only managed to catch up with Jasri & Fiza (mak ooi, cant believe u are a mother of 3 now!) but managed to meet my JC mates too!
Thanks Zaki for coming up to me for a chat!
Rizal...keep in touch!
also met my Tekong friend, Saiful Amri, amboi.... sejak dah jadi bapak nie, makin boyak eh kau??!!

and also made a new friendship with someone who i met Twice that Day! (jodoh la katakan kekkee..!!)

But most importantly, managed to meet my..ahem...Sofea after more than 2 weeks!!
terubat lah rindu tapi...ade lagi yg tak terubat tu.....faham2 la ye...

back to weddings...
for the record i've been booked everyweekend for weddings till the last sunday of December 2008! (penatz!!)
nie lah kalau jadi RBK, his presence is very much needed at weddings! kira penambah kan seri majlis lah ye...!!
sekarang pun dah kerja untuk Muis lah kan?...
Majlis Ugama Islam Singapura...alhamdulilah...

ok la... catch up again!!!

Kasih Mengapa

Ku terperangkap dalam kabus yang gelap
Tak dapat bayangkan diriku tanpa mu
Semakin hari ku semakin rindu
Hati yang terguris kini jadi sendu

Oh mengapa kasih kita berubah
Oh mengapa cinta kita diduga

Kini kusedar siapa diri ku ini
Bayanganmu ku sering termimpi-mimpi
Kata-kata mu memang manis dibibir
Usah buat ku sering terfikir-fikir

Oh mengapa cinta kita didusta
Oh mengapa kasih kita dilupa

Between Love and Pain..

"Loving the person we love most
is indeed the Hardest Love of All..."

cause

"To Love is to Welcome Pain"

Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday
when i first saw your face
You told how much you love me
And i say the same
but then i didnt know, what i knew today

want you hold me in your arms
to take the pain away
you thank me for what i've done
forgive all your mistakes
there's nothing i wouldn't do
to hear your voice again
Sometimes i wanna call you
But i know you cant be there

Oh, i'm sorry for loving you
for everything that i couldnt do
and i've hurt myself
by loving you

Some days i feel down inside
But i wont admit
Sometimes i just wanna hide
Cause it's you i miss
And its so hard to say goodbye
when it comes to this

would you help me to be strong
would you try to understand
Are you looking down upon me
Arent you proud of who i am
there's nothing i wouldnt do
to have just one more chance
to look into your eyes
to see you looking back

If i had just one more chance
I would tell you how much that i've missed you
Since you've been away
without you everyday
its so out of hand
trying hard to live again

Oh, I'm sorry for loving you
and for all the things you've told me
but i just couldnt do
and i've hurt myself
once again...

20.July.2007

To my soulmate,

Hari ini 20 July 2007, genaplah 20 bulan kita bersama
Indah..20.07.2007

Semoga berkekalan

Luving you always
although i know
you cant love me
as much as you want to

Also on 20.07.2007:

-Dayang's 26th birthday
-Dayang 2007 album was launched
-Zamil's 28th birthday

Seribu Tahun - Imran Ajmain

Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup
Ku kan selama ini
Biar berputar utara selatan
Ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia

Rela ku mengejarmu seribu batu jauh lagi
Tapi benarkah kaki
Kukan tahan sepanjang jalan ini
Biar membisu burung bersiulan
Tenang lah gelombang latuan
Ku masih setia

Bridge
Adakan engkau yakin ini cinta
Adakan engkau pasti ini tuk selama-lamanya

Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup
Ku kan selama ini
Biar berputar utara selatan

Jangan putus harapan
Sedia Setia

Izinkan Ku Pergi

Izinkan Ku Pergi - Kaer AF2

Sinaran mata
Cerita segalanya
Duka lara terpendam
Memori semalam
Tinggal segala cinta
Tiada kembalinya
Abadi kasih kita
Kau bawa bersama
Mimpi indah mekar
Saat cinta bersemi
Sedetik asmara syurga
Selamanya

Pergilah rinduku
Hilangkan dirimu
Tak sanggup menanggung
Derita di kalbuku
Pergilah sayangku
Bangunlah semula
Semangat cintaku
Membara kerana dia
Tiada niatku

Tersemat jiwa
Setia bersamanya
Cinta murni berdua
Beribu tahunnya
Mimpi indah mekar
Saat cinta bersemi
Sedetik asmara syurga
Selamanya

Oooohhh… Pergilah sayangku
Bermula semula
Semangat cintaku
Membara kerana dia
Tiada niatku

Maafkan daku
Duhai kasih
Izinkan ku pergi

Lagu/Lirik: Azlan Abu Hassan/Sulu Sarawak

Sinar Realiti

Memang hidup itu indah
Tapi hanya sementara
bahagia yang dikecapi
tak tercapai dihati

Setakat dipinggiran
tanpa pengorbanan
tanpa commitment
tanpa beban

Hanya sekadar
by the way,
on the way,
and anyways...

My Intelligence

Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence

You shine in your ability to realate to and understand others. Good at seeing others' points of view, you get how people think and feel. You have an uncanny ability to sense true feelings, intentions, and motivations. A natural born leader, you are great at teaching and mediating conflict. You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Terluka.....

Pedih - sekeping hati yang Luka

Terluka - oleh kata mu

Sengsara - kerna terlalu menyintaimu

Merana - jiwa dan hati

Parah - kian berdarah

Derita - menahan rasa

Lara - mengemis rindu

Pilu - sepilu pilunya

Sememangnya aku sebegitu kerana mu

Hari Ini Dalam Sejarah

Hari ini dalam sejarah..
Tak kan mungkin kita bertahan
Jika pelangi tak seindah biasa
Tak kan mungkin kita bersama
Jika naluri tak seikhlas cahaya

Tercipta cinta yang nurani
Tersimpan kasih yang menyinari
Ternokta sayang yang didampingi
Terpatri ikatan nan hakiki

Kau milik ku yang teristimewa
Hadirmu tika hatiku terpanah
Datang tika hidupku terlena
Di buai dunia yang fana

Hari ini dalam sejarah.....
Sudah terikat ikatan ini
Rahsia dihati kian terperi
Izinkan aku berlari
Biar untuk sehari lagi
Ke sisi mu nan suci

Dalam

Dalam mencari diri
Aku dipertemukan kebenaran

Dalam kebenaran
Aku dilanda cinta

Dalam cinta
Aku meraih ketenangan

Gemersik Hati

Sayang....
walau kasih kita tidak kemana
Aku masih percaya akan keikhlasan mu
ikatan mungkin akan berakhir
rasa mungkin telah berdetik
hati mula berbisik
kian parah berdarah
hanya mampu pasrah
hidup matiku hanya untuk mu
kerna kaulah kasih sejati

Kasih...
Andai kau lari jauh
Aku tetap menyayangimu
Andai kau bersalah
Aku mahu tetap kamu
Andai engkau memungkiri
Aku masih cintakan mu

Cinta.....
akan ku abadikan sayang mu itu
akan ku tenun kasih mu dihati
akan ku lakarkan potret mu
walau tiada gemersik
dihati ini lagi,
disisi